| Squeeze my mind

posted August 23rd, 2008
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 filed under berrydrops, exams, school, wordpress theme

Exams, my hatest part of being a student. lols. August 20,21 and 22 was the schedule of our First Periosical Exam, but the subjects that are suppose to be taken on the 22nd was re-scheduled to August 25 or 28, I’m not sure. It was moved (for graduating students only) to give way for the dry run for NCAE. Yes! Our school conducted it for us to practice and to be prepared to that kind of examination. The real exam in NCAE will be on the 27th, I don’t know if the results will be required on colleges or t’will just be a practice test just like the past years’. Either, just wish me luck! hihi

Oo nga pala, last month, we had our school intramurals and I’m proud that we seniors was the over all champion. Yeah! We really really deserve it!

And by the way, if you noticed, I have this new wordpress theme. Isn’t it cute? hihi. I made this and it’s my first ever to make my own theme. I soo much love it! The simple pink and white combination, it oh-so looks neat! Hope you liked it too.. though I’m not yet still finish editing the pages and uploading plugins…

 | Broken Friendship

posted July 20th, 2008
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 filed under emotions, friendship, sadness

So let’s talk about the title, BROKEN FRIENDSHIP.

Yep, I have this guy bestfriend whom I loved from the very start. Actually, magulo ang state of relationship namen, we both know in ourselves that we’re bestfriends but we don’t treat each other as it is. We’re really not close personally but because whenever I have problems, he’s always there for me to talk to and release whatever heartaches I have. It was January 14 when we became official best friends, okay sa una, but when vacation arrived, medyo nagtampo ako kasi hindi niya ko kinakausap o kinakamusta man lang, even if I’m talking to him ang reply niya saken is kakaiba, yung para bang he doesn’t want to talk to me and he doesn’t care. That was April, hanggang sa nagpasukan na, hindi kami nakapag-usap. From that day, hindi ko na siya tinuring na bestfriend kasi I felt worthless sa kanya. July 5, super annoyed ako of what happened which resulted not talking to him and ignoring him. I tried to talk to him seriously, and tell sorry but seems he doesn’t care and he keeps on laughing and laughing na parang nakakainsulto na. And so nadagdagan yung inis ko sakanya. July 10, may tinanong siya saken about something pero ang sagot ko is parang masungit then he said, “sungit mo, di mo na ata ako bhez“, reply ko naman, “ha? bhez? for what? hindi naman nagwowork e, ayoko naman ng title lang” then he laughed and said, bahala na. Then one of my closest girl friend told me that he told them daw sa conference nila sa ym.. ‘kalas na daw siya sa bhez’. And it ended our best friend relationship. Until now, I keep on ignoring him but it’s not because I’m still mad at him, the reason is.., I want to forget the feelings I have for him…

I felt bad and guilty of what happened in our relationship. I plan to say sorry as soon as I have the chance.